By Joyce Nowak
(This post is a piece written by our member Joyce Nowak as her final project for the recently-completed Foundations class that was taught at our Center. A photo showing the full expression of this work in words and pictures is included.)
Is your garden full of beautiful flowers or is it overrun by weeds? Have you been attending to your garden or just letting it grow wild? Is your garden looking more like a mass of weeds with some flowers here and there? Is your garden a mix of wildflowers and weeds which looks pretty but a little unruly?
Let’s look at the possibilities for creating the garden of your mind. I see weeds and wildflowers as unconscious thought, thoughts that have no intention behind them. You are planting these seeds without noticing what thought seeds you are actually planting. The more weeds you have, the more unconscious thoughts are creating the garden of your life. You may feel like life is happening to you and you have very little or even no control over it. Does your garden look like a mess like this?
You can look at this in another way that you are not so much planting seeds but seedlings. Seedlings come from seeds planted by others that have already started to grow. I see these as thoughts you adopted either consciously or unconsciously from other people. These could be race consciousness thoughts passed down through the family, society, or religions. These can be unexamined thoughts which are in your unconscious mind or thoughts you may have accepted by choice as part of your belief system. They can be planted unconsciously and become weeds or consciously and become flowers. This will get you a garden with both beautiful flowers and weeds.
The goal is to be planting your seeds or seedlings with intention and to know what you are planting. In order to do this, you need to become aware of what you are thinking. You want to do the work to uncover the hidden beliefs so you are not planting them without knowing it. This way you weed out what you do not want in your garden. You have a plan; you are consciously creating your life, and it is not just happening to you. The most beautiful gardens come from seeds and seedlings planted with intention. You have become aware of the power of your thoughts. You have created such a rich soil for your seeds to grow in, from a place of higher consciousness and your belief in goodness. Your garden is blooming with abundant beauty! You are awake and aware! You enjoy your life of purpose! You are focused on what you do want. You sit back in a comfortable chair and you look at the beauty of the garden you created and you know it is good.
All this planting is done in a co-creative process with the one Creator no matter how you are doing the planting. The Creator takes your seeds or seedlings and grows your garden, the garden of your life. It does not judge how you do it, consciously or unconsciously, with other people’s beliefs you have adopted or your own. It just brings it forth. So it is up to you to tend to your garden and weed out what you don’t want.
Mary, Mary quite contrary, how does your garden grow? With seeds of intention, the fertile soil of examined beliefs, and knowing it is done!